NOt sure why the fuck I'm wide awake at 2:55 am ..... ok I do ...... fuck u Ventolin I need to take with my tobi .... I haven't take it for few days & it's given me the agitation & now I can't sleep. so I thought Id blog ..... gonna talk about a little bit of porn ... mainly my Christmas cam show I did last night & also about Cystic Fibrosis .
First thing first the cam show ..... it was a naughty dressed as santa's little slut & full of pussy wanking ..... pussy cuming ..... pussy fucking ..... & a big fat juicy cum load all across my face ;-))))) to say I was smiling at the end of it was an understatement ..... I was not only turning on the boys in there home I was also turning on mr Taylor at home ... he was busy taking some behind the scenes pics for me ..... & needless to say I ended up with his spunk sprawled across my face & then his hand all across my face as he pushed my head in to the camera ..... fuckkkkk it was horny ;-)))) I think everyone involved enjoyed it including them watching ..... am sooooo looking forward to next year as I'm gonna be caming sooooo much more on my site ........ :-))))))
I have done 3 uploads to my site this week as well ..... a photo shoot with the sexy Mai Bailey .... a xmas photo shoot .... & a solo vid ...... My Siteeeeee
Now On to my second thing I wanna blog about ..... not sure how many of you know but I suffer from Cystic Fibrosis .... I always use to keep it a secret well not a secret but just didn't really tell anyone about it ... I think this was because me myself didn't actually take it on board or really take an interest in it .... I didn't get diagnosed until I was 18 which is pretty fucking late & by then I was living my life & just kinda ignored it ...went to my clinic took a few tablets & that was it ..... I'm afraid to say i was even enjoyed a tokka hokka ....... which when having a lung disease is the worst thing you could possible do .... but i was all ready dong it before I found out .... then I wa just in denial. To be fair apart from coughing a bit ( yes I woulda been the perfect candidate if you had a coughing fetish ha ha ) & not having the best lung function I didn't really think about it ..... about 3 years ago ..... my CF Clinic turned rd to me & said if you don't get your breathing up by the time you come in next time we are admitting you for IV drugs .... this means 2 weeks in hospital having intravenous drugs 3 times a day .... which would last up to an hr each time ...... this was my turning point ........ I started to hit the gym hard & quit any thing that was bad for my lungs & started to take all my tablets exactly as I should ..... My breathing came up ..... this was all good ........... roll on to October 2010 ......... My Clinic called me up & told me I had to go in a.s.a.p ..... I had caught Pseudomonas ..... now I had never heard about this Bacterial bug & had no clue what it was .... basically its a nasty bacteria that lives every where but if a CF suffer catches it ...it can be really harm full to their lungs ... I was put on a nebulised drug twice a day plus extra tablets on top of what I was already..... I was suppose to be on this for a month after 21/2 weeks I nearly ended up A& E as my chest was that tight I couldn't breath .... My body couldn't take the Colomyacin I was nebulising ..... luckily I had already got rid of the bug.. ...... i was lucky .... I trained hard at the gym & my lung function went up ..... 5 months ago .... I kept getting what thought was a recurring chest infection ..... it was horrible ... coughing ... lung pains .... not sleeping very well ....we come to realize I had caught Pseudomonas again ...... so for 3 months now I have been on a nebulised drug called Tobi .... & extra tablets ....... I still have another 2 weeks to go ..... but luckily when I went to my clinic today .... I have hopefully managed to get rid of the bug & my breathing has gone up ..... so its all really good news ...... I've gotta be honest my cf isn't as bad as it could be ... yea some times I get really bad chest infections but hey it could be sooooo much worse...... My sis also suffers from it & can't get rid of the Pseudomonas ...... which is soooooo sad ...... If I'm honest I'm not really certain why I'm writing all this down right now ..... but I was led in bed & I couldn't sleep like I said early & I just fancied letting people know more about CF & the day to day life ....... Over the past few months I have become more open & honest about my cf & I really want to raise more awareness on it ...... At the end of the day there is sooooo much research going on to try & find a cure as there isn't one at the min .... it's scary for the people that suffer really bad with it .... I Now Follow on twitter Cysticbot which re tweets any thing to do with Cystic fibrosis ..... & it's making me realise ..... it's making me think .... I've been watching things on you tube about people who suffer & what they go thru .... & I think this this whole blog really stemmed from this Video Blog ....the more I have been looking at different things to do with CF ...the more I realise how bad it could actually get ..... its scary .... makes me soooo want to do every thing in my power to keep me as heathy as possible .......
I'm raising money for the CF Trust .... & plan on doing a Parachute Jump early next spring .... Now I am sooooo scared of heights but I love any thing that gives me a rush .... I hate going up on rollor coasters but I love the buzz of going down ..... sooooo I can't wait to do this jump .... fuck I'm gonna be shitting it but I have always wanted to do one ..... I can't wait ....... sooooooo Please please if you can spare even a £1 please donate Here ... I would sooooo appreciate it as this is some thing really close to my heart .
Damn I've been rambling on & I'm really sorry about that ....but thanks for reading & thanks for donating if you do ...... fuckkkkkk I know what your thinking Angel get back to the porn talking ha ha ;-))))
Right it is now 4:05 am .... & I still can't sleep ....aaaaaahhhhh lol
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